英语翻译I didn't realize it at the time I can't forgive myself f

英语翻译
I didn't realize it at the time
I can't forgive myself for the way i treated you so
Idon't really expect you to either It's ust...Idon't even know Just listen
You're the one that I like ,the one that I need,
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
\when I first saw you ,I knew it was real
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn't me ,let me show you the way
I looked for the sun,but it's raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like god was there,heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise cause Ididn't want to get hurt
I didn't know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn't care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit
Now you pushed me away like you never evenknew me ,
I loved you with my heart really and true
I guess you forgetabout the times that we shared.
when I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights,just holding you in my arms
I don't know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
you are number one ,always in my heart
and now I can't believe that our love is torn apart

我没体会它,在我不可能原谅自己为我对待您的方式时候,因此Idon't真正地期望您对二者之一它是ust… Idon't甚而知道听您是我喜欢的那个,我需要的那个,我得到有成功\的那个,当我首先看见了您,我知道它是真正的我是抱歉关于我做您感觉不是我,让我显示您方式我寻找太阳的痛苦,但它是象神那里的在天空今天下雨我记住当我首先调查了您的眼睛时,天堂 我佩带了乔装起因Ididn't想要得到我不知道的创伤我使一切更坏您告诉了我我们是疯狂的在爱,但您不关心,当推挤来推,如果您爱我,和您说一样多您做了您然后不会伤害我,如我现在不是粪您未曾推开我象您evenknew我,我真正地爱您与我的心脏并且配齐我猜测您forgetabout我们分享的时代.当我通过您的头发晚夜会跑我的手指,正义藏品您在我的胳膊我在我的心脏总不知道怎么我可能做您,很错误我真正地想要显示您我真正地需要拿着我真正地想要认识的您您喜欢没人可能知道您您是第一,并且我不可能现在相信我们的爱被撕开