英语翻译was crying while talk with father about the future of my

英语翻译
was crying while talk with father about the future of myself yesterday night.I don’t know why I dd cry and can’t help to ask myself.Maybe I am impotent.Now review my chindhood,it’s simply that I was live in a bitter memories.Although I had forgot most of that,in my impression,there was no one anxious about me .Today’s society,when it comes to money,it’s a importont thing in the world.What can people do without said this or that ,people can’live well in thier life without $.Think of myself,although I am not rich with my family ,but we have to need much moneys now and future.In fact,I know there are much persons were poor than me .I can feel a bit of happiness from time to time.Peoples are selfish and have no humanity even love or compassion including friendly and love .I have nothing to say now.Before I realized that I am not genius and had no bilitis to change the world,too.It’s only in the small section of life that I hope to help peoples inneed and makes them feel happy and also wish everyone to help each other.I regret having done something unvaluable in the past.Why did some people who become world—famous and admired by millions of others and Why did’t I like them?I don’t misunderstanding anyone up to now .I have relized that if every children can study well if they can afford a good family’s education.It’s important.Even now.I still have much stress in my study.I have to cope with each of difficalties if Iwant ti afford a bright future.There no point in learning some lessons for me and I am only want to learn English well at present.I am ready for TOFEL and make my mind to get 600,alothougu it’s a tough task for me now.I believe that I will try my best to face that.In other words ,I will put all my heart into my English studies.I will also keep on trying by myself,after all I am foud of English.There are 3 years and I am looking forward to that day

昨天晚上正在和父亲谈关于我自己的未来的报告的同时,我不知道为什么控制不住自己的像要哭出来.可能我是无能为力.现在回顾我的童年,那是一段简单却苦涩的记忆. 虽然我忘记了多数那些时刻,在我的印象中, 没人急切对我. 今天的社会,它只侧重于金钱,它是一件很重要的东西在世界上.没有钱人们能做什么 ?或者说,没有钱,人们绝对不会生活的很好. 想想我自己,虽然我家不是狠富有,但我们的现在和未来不得不需要更多金钱. 实际上,我知道有比我们穷的人.我能时常感觉一点幸福.人不是自私的并且人类有爱有同情心.现在我什么都不想说. 在我意识到我不是天才并且没有能力改造世界之前,它仅是我希望帮助需要帮助人生活的小部分并且使他们感受愉快并且祝愿大家互相帮助. 我后悔从前做的那些无厘头无意义的事.我为什么要喜欢那些举世闻名得人和受成千上万敬佩人?我到现在不误会任何人.我现在意识到,如果每孩子能很好学习,如果他们可以得到好的家庭教育是件多么重要的事. 既使先在,我仍然在不断的学习中.如果我想有个光明的未来,我就必须克服每一困难.以前的学习很盲目,没有重点,现在我只想好好学习英语.我已经集中我所有的经历为托福做好准备.虽然它现在对我来说似乎是一项坚韧而且不太可能办到的事.我相信我会尽我最大的努力去克服他们.换句话说,我将全力以赴的投入到我的英国学习中去.我也会继续保持努力的, 毕竟英国是我的向往.3年后,我期盼那天的到来!