英语翻译Dear Mr.xLook,I don't know where to start.I love you.I h

英语翻译
Dear Mr.x
Look,I don't know where to start.I love you.I have loved you since as long as I can remember,Shortie.I guess the first time I told was when I realized how much you meant to me.We have known each other for years.Once we got together,I couldn't believe how good things were going.It was too good to be true.It was perfect in the beginning.I loved you,and you loved me.I felt like that's the way it should still be.
I didn't want you to leave .
honestly,I didn't.If I could go back,I'd beg you to stay by my side.To know you'd be miles away was breaking my heart,but I wanted you to be happy.I wanted you to make a good future for yourself,for us.Now that I think about it,how could I have let you go?What was I thinking then?Look what has happened.
I know we've been through the toughest of times.And because of that I think we are stronger than we thought.We lasted a good while.I'm so incredibly sorry for everything that I did wrong.I wish you could just tell me,and I would change it all.But,you know that neither of us were innocent when it came to hurting each other.
When I said I would marry you,I meant it.I wanted to live my entire life loving you.We could have grown old together.I know you wanted that.It would have been great.But what happened to us,Shortie?Where did we go wrong?Wasn't our love untouchable?Wasn't it strong?I sit and think,and the oly thing that best explains it is that we needed to be together physically.
Having you in one state and me in another was unbearable.Although,I wanted to be with you so badly,I also have school and my life here.If I could go back I'd probably leave with you when I had the chance.Would things be better now or is this the way it is supposed to be?
All I know is we may not be together now or maybe not ever again.But I want you to know that you are someone Iwill never ever forget.I loved you,and still love,and will always love you,no matter what.We've been through a lot.But that love is still there.I hope you find happiness.I hope all your dreams come true.You deserve a lot.
I feel very lucky to have had the chance to experience the love we oce had.It's something I will forever cherish.
Please don't forget it.I know things aren't the best now,but at least we still have our friendship.That's where it all started.I just ask for one thing; be happy,and know that I'm happy.I will always think of you.
Love always,
christine

先生,对不起,我译了……
还有,您是不是有点矮~（我多管闲事~）
下面是译文,您先冷静一下再看吧~
亲爱的x先生,
你瞧,我不知怎样开始.我爱你,记忆有多长,我就爱你有多久,shortie.我记得第一次我对你说的是你对我来说是多么的重要.我们认识彼此已经很久了.我们在一起的时候,我都觉得世界美妙得不可思议,美妙得让人难以置信.我当时很爱你,你也很爱我.我曾经觉得会永远这样下去,我不希望你离开我.
真的,我不希望.如果我能回去,我会求你留在我身边,知道你会离我那么远的话,我当初会心碎,但是那时,我希望你自己为自己,也为我们谋求一个更好的前程.现在想来,当时我为什么要松手?当时我究竟是怎么想的?看看现在都发生了什么.
我知道我们一起度过了最困难的时光,因此我觉得我们应该比我们想象的更坚强.我们曾有过美好的时光,我为我做过的错事感到非常非常的抱歉.我希望你能告诉我我的错误,让我全部改掉.但是你知道,在伤害彼此方面,我们两个都不是无辜的.
我当初和你说我会和你结婚的时候,我是认真的.我希望我会用我的一生来爱你,我们会一起变老,我知道你希望如此,那会是很美妙的事情.但是shortie,后来发生了什么?我坐下来沉思,发现最好的解释是我们的身体也需要完全在一起.
我们在不同的州（或者省）是难以容忍的事情.虽然我那么想和你在一起,但是我在这里有我的学校和我的生活.如果我能回到那时,有机会的话我大概会和你在一起,那么现在事情就会好的多.或者事情应该像现在这样发展吗?
我现在知道的就是,我们不会再在一起了,也许永远都不会在一起了.但是我想让你知道,你是我永远永远不会忘记的人.我曾经爱过你,现在,将来也都爱着你,不管发生了什么.我们一起经历了许多,但是爱依然在.我希望你找到幸福,我希望你的梦想都会实现.你应该拥有很多很多.
我觉得我能经历过这样的爱是很幸运的,那是我会永远珍惜的东西.
请不要忘记它.我知道现在事情发展的不是最好,可是至少我们之间还有友谊.那是一切开始的时候我们拥有的东西.我只求你一件事：要快乐,并且知道我也很快乐,我会永远想起你.
永远的爱
Christine